Okay, I got it. God says, “No.”
I thought it was a good idea but with all the roadblocks He has put up, I get it now.
I now realize the problem is that “I thought” and it is not in His plan for me. Understanding the whisperings are difficult, then when He shouts it, I hear it plainly.
Sometimes the “No” answered prayers aren’t realized immediately, but this one I get – and before it’s too late. I may not understand the why, but it’s not my job to understand. It is my job to accept He has another plan.
Thank you, Sweet Jesus.
I’ll Be Still.